basic space

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I was working sort of hard in the my mothers garden today. I woke up after sleeping for a long time, checked the internet and had a smoky breakfast sans coffee. I pulled weeds with my hands, and put them into plastic bags usually reserved for trash. I don't think the weeds are trash. Somebody else does, so I have to conform.

I also listened to music today, and tonight I want to play some of it. I wonder if anyone will listen to me. I usually try not to worry about that, because I'm not that good at playing music yet.

I have been thinking about a lot of things today, because when my mouth is closed I can listen to what my head or to what other people think. It's therapeutic.

I decided that I want to study music now. After a long period of time where I thought I knew how to play music; I want to learn now. I guess I'm going to study audio engineering, because the last time I attended school, I got kicked out. I have to prove that my brain learns things before I can learn what I actually want to learn, which is how to dance.

It's so funny because I thought the insanity was over when I wrote my last post. I was mistaken. Insanity came back in the form of a person, and it allowed me to experience once more what it's like. Now, I'm under strict stipulations as a result of how I spent the last few days of my life. But, I feel much more free now. Hallelujah! Jah, Rastafari!

I really want to go and hang out with my friends tonight, but I'm not sure that I'm ready. I guess I will see if I'm ready by last train. I probably will not be ready, but what do I know?

A lot of good tracks today. I was listening to a song about mistakes. Apparently, everybody makes them, but I'm really not sold on the idea yet.

Thank you and I love you.

Via con Dios!